Friday, August 27, 2010
Change After Tsunami (Malaysia Politic)
Selepas Tsunami (After the Tsunami) from Pusat KOMAS on Vimeo.
The video above exposing Barisan National lies and depriving of all Malaysian rightful public fund and democracy rights.
An excellent documentary about Malaysia. Everybody should know how Malaysia has operate since the last 52 years of independent.
We Malaysian, now need a better future. In order to have that, we must have reformed government. No more stealing from us, no more discrimination of our rights.
May God bless us Malaysia. There will be change!!!!!
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
A Lifetime of A Friendship
Most of the time we may disagree with each other, but that doesn't change a true friendship. It is easy to find an acquaintance, but it is rare to have a true friend.
We thought that we lost them, but actually they never been away because a true friend always stay in your heart.
A friend may have done mistake along the way, but that's how friends learn to forgive each other.
Sometimes it may be hard to forget, but that is the true essence of a friendship that make the unforgettable memories for us to cherish.
That's why we are friend, we accept the goodness and bad of a friendship.
We maybe very different in every ways , but destiny have brought us together.
Some make stay, some may go. But a true friend never really fade regardless of distance that set us apart or the years that separates us.
We thought that we lost them, but actually they never been away because a true friend always stay in your heart.
A friend may have done mistake along the way, but that's how friends learn to forgive each other.
Sometimes it may be hard to forget, but that is the true essence of a friendship that make the unforgettable memories for us to cherish.
That's why we are friend, we accept the goodness and bad of a friendship.
We maybe very different in every ways , but destiny have brought us together.
Some make stay, some may go. But a true friend never really fade regardless of distance that set us apart or the years that separates us.
My friend,
Thank you for making my life more interesting.
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Equally Measured.
It is about Trust.
Before you do something either bad or good, make sure you know the consequences. Once it is done, it is beyond repair.
It may be something that heal your soul, but at the same time it murder the goodness remains.
To understand the consequence of your action is the most important lesson in your life. Especially if the lesson is involves your best friend decision and actions towards you. Forever you will know what it means to be hurt by your "best friend" is worst than anything else.
Treat your friend the same way they treat you. Goodness will always fruits good, evil will always... produce evil. That is the balance of life. White is the opposite of Black. The opposite of "Yin" is "Yang". But we always have the choices to make.
When it comes around, it will be multiple worst than the harm you did to your best friend. It's your choice to make it good again. Are you really willing to make it work and accept the challenge to fix it and bear with the consequences of your actions? If you can't afford to do so, perhaps you are not equally measured of your previous actions that affect your love ones.
Always think of what went wrong in the first place instead of mistrust your love ones. Question yourself and others, who is loosing who.
Before you do something either bad or good, make sure you know the consequences. Once it is done, it is beyond repair.
It may be something that heal your soul, but at the same time it murder the goodness remains.
To understand the consequence of your action is the most important lesson in your life. Especially if the lesson is involves your best friend decision and actions towards you. Forever you will know what it means to be hurt by your "best friend" is worst than anything else.
Treat your friend the same way they treat you. Goodness will always fruits good, evil will always... produce evil. That is the balance of life. White is the opposite of Black. The opposite of "Yin" is "Yang". But we always have the choices to make.
"What goes around comes around."
When it comes around, it will be multiple worst than the harm you did to your best friend. It's your choice to make it good again. Are you really willing to make it work and accept the challenge to fix it and bear with the consequences of your actions? If you can't afford to do so, perhaps you are not equally measured of your previous actions that affect your love ones.
Always think of what went wrong in the first place instead of mistrust your love ones. Question yourself and others, who is loosing who.
Monday, August 23, 2010
Merdeka or Derhaka?
Our Father of Independent Tunku Abdul Rahman (TAR) have foreseen today Malaysia in 1988 and he warned Malaysian of what yet to comes. Revealing future Malaysia's political agenda that was plot by Dr. M himself was TAR legitimate fears. TAR fear that Malaysia will be the today Malaysia (2010), full of corruption, and deviant who only care about their own pocket and sucking the nation until dry.
Who said that we are not living in fears? Let us question our self, what really matter in our future, our children future and our grand children and their grandchildren future. Let us ask what we feel deep down our heart. If the question are the same as the following, probably we need to turn-back and rebuilt our nation with integrity just the way our Father of Independent fought for us about half of the century before us.
Let ask our self:
Who said that we are not living in fears? Let us question our self, what really matter in our future, our children future and our grand children and their grandchildren future. Let us ask what we feel deep down our heart. If the question are the same as the following, probably we need to turn-back and rebuilt our nation with integrity just the way our Father of Independent fought for us about half of the century before us.
Let ask our self:
- Do you think our politicians in power are corrupt?
- Do you think our civil service is corrupt?
- Do you think they are incompetent?
- Do you think the people in power sets themselves above the law?
- Do you think our leadership has lost its way?
- Do you think we are getting more & more divided by race & religion?
- Do you think we have a questionable justice system?
- Do you think that they are wasting our wealth?
- Do you think our children will suffer more?
Selagi ada hayat, saya lawan untuk kembali balik demokrasi – Tunku Abdul Rahman
Interviews with Tunku Abdul Rahman and Sharyn Shufiyan
Najib Big Plan to destroy Malaysia's HopeSerenity in Chaos
Felt lonely, numb, or happy? Don't know which one it is... but obviously boring.
After yesterday meet up with Jozy, I felt a brief satisfaction. The satisfaction of screwing him for what he had done. Worth it, but its sad to say what I said to someone that I care about. Somehow he should learn to appreciate a friendship and stop throwing away things that he should be saving instead of chasing for things that is only give temporary satisfaction.
Regardless how chaos it is going on inside, I woke up missing him. Wishing yesterday provocation will make it evens between us. I realised that somehow, life is not about revenging or pay-back. The bottom line, does it make you feel good or just the same or worst.
I would love to make it up and forget the past. Start anew and create a better path in this friendship. This morning phone calls from someone (HLJ) a dear friend that hurt me previously. It proves that no hurts can hurt you so much and yet it worth for you to save it once more.
HLJ have a unique character and loud person. He was once helping me to get up on my feet, somehow in the middle without known reason I became a "victim" of his childish judgment. Finally he probably come to his senses and tries to remedies the broken friendship.
As I always believe, this life is a round wheel. While you are on top, you shall not forget one day you will face the ground. With that, I give my ear listening to his defence. Everybody have equal right to give their explanation and justification.
Somehow, a broken friendship is complicated in many ways. Whether I forgive the history or not, the relationship is tinted. The effects can't be easily erase and expect the same as it was. Perhaps in period of time, the wound will be cured. Somehow the scar will not go away. When you see the scar, try not to recall the pain. Perhaps new encouragement will soothe this heart and groom the love again.
After yesterday meet up with Jozy, I felt a brief satisfaction. The satisfaction of screwing him for what he had done. Worth it, but its sad to say what I said to someone that I care about. Somehow he should learn to appreciate a friendship and stop throwing away things that he should be saving instead of chasing for things that is only give temporary satisfaction.
Regardless how chaos it is going on inside, I woke up missing him. Wishing yesterday provocation will make it evens between us. I realised that somehow, life is not about revenging or pay-back. The bottom line, does it make you feel good or just the same or worst.
I would love to make it up and forget the past. Start anew and create a better path in this friendship. This morning phone calls from someone (HLJ) a dear friend that hurt me previously. It proves that no hurts can hurt you so much and yet it worth for you to save it once more.
HLJ have a unique character and loud person. He was once helping me to get up on my feet, somehow in the middle without known reason I became a "victim" of his childish judgment. Finally he probably come to his senses and tries to remedies the broken friendship.
As I always believe, this life is a round wheel. While you are on top, you shall not forget one day you will face the ground. With that, I give my ear listening to his defence. Everybody have equal right to give their explanation and justification.
Somehow, a broken friendship is complicated in many ways. Whether I forgive the history or not, the relationship is tinted. The effects can't be easily erase and expect the same as it was. Perhaps in period of time, the wound will be cured. Somehow the scar will not go away. When you see the scar, try not to recall the pain. Perhaps new encouragement will soothe this heart and groom the love again.
Saturday, August 21, 2010
The New House of my own
Today I have spoken to my family.... last Skye conversation with them was almost two weeks ago. Lots have happened, and all is well. Better than ever.
Among the topic of discussion is mainly circle around the family matter and improvement of livelihood.
The story today is mainly to indicate how difficult it was to convince my mother to have a positive mind. All my career life I have been working abroad, ever since year 2003. Almost a decade spending my youth sacrificing self desire for others needs. Now time has come for me to think of my own need. Everything has changed towards the better; I am glad things turns out so well the recent years. Pray for this goodness will improve better in the future.
After planning for years, finally I come to this extend and able to make dreams alive. Just the way I always wanted for very long time.
My mother is one of the most difficult to bend; I guess you could see her in me. We are more alike, have our own opinion and strongly argue our mind to prove our stand. God blessed that I able to handle her. Today we had come to the common agreement to build a new house. It seems like the grudge she had for my brother is now subsided. My brother also would not felt the bias of my intention to build new house on my parent's old house plot.
This house will be mine. As my brother had his house just next to it, no bad feeling and the family is peaceful. This is the peace that I always wanted. When I said that I would want the house as mine, no objection from Big Bro and Mom. This is consider miracles that not always happen in our family. Usually my kind attention always create grudge between big bro and momma. Never had it easy agreement before. This time, it is pure blessing of doing things with pure intention and good will.
The actual plan was to build parent house in last year 2009, and prior to the actual construction I had make sure my brother's house is completed. So, momma and poppa can have good place while waiting for the parent house completed. Somehow, things didn't goes well as plan. It was because my momma often accuse of big bro digging over my financial supports. So we postpone the idea, but big bro house was completed by then.
God always have His way to show the best decision in this life. With big bro have his owned place and now I can have my own. Momma has no objection for the new house becomes mine because she knows that somehow, there will be not objections from anybody. She seems happy about it. Well it is about time that I have my own.
I have harboured this hope for many years and now it come true. With previous year action, new fruits can be harvest this year.
To tales more of previous year’s hard works, I never really know when the table will be my side. I have been putting efforts, many efforts to change family mind sets. Among of the major decision and the most effective effort was purchase the Native land. That land was my first asset after almost a decade works my butt out. The same time that was my last resort to educate the family that I am going to give up hope if they not willing to obey the goodness in life. That action was blessing in disguise. They finally understand that I need to move on and will not always be there if they are unwilling to keep the peace in this family. Part of today discussion, I came to understand that, the land area was understated because of negligent information of greedy neighbouring land owner.
The lie today reveals itself when other neighbouring land owner understood that I was cheated. Therefore, they advise to claim the entire land including the other half. With this additional land area, I consider it as the blessing of dealing honest trade with my previous land owner. With this additional bonus, I agreed to momma's suggestion to give the additional area for big bro. I agreed, and big bro is even happier. I agreed to it is not simply because of generous heart, but it is far beyond that. It is to ensure both of them, momma and big bro will work towards resolving their grudge for each other. I have faith for this hunch.
I believe with all my heart that once the new house completed, it is just the beginning for the better and happier years ahead. Thank God for all this goodness in my life.
Among the topic of discussion is mainly circle around the family matter and improvement of livelihood.
The story today is mainly to indicate how difficult it was to convince my mother to have a positive mind. All my career life I have been working abroad, ever since year 2003. Almost a decade spending my youth sacrificing self desire for others needs. Now time has come for me to think of my own need. Everything has changed towards the better; I am glad things turns out so well the recent years. Pray for this goodness will improve better in the future.
After planning for years, finally I come to this extend and able to make dreams alive. Just the way I always wanted for very long time.
My mother is one of the most difficult to bend; I guess you could see her in me. We are more alike, have our own opinion and strongly argue our mind to prove our stand. God blessed that I able to handle her. Today we had come to the common agreement to build a new house. It seems like the grudge she had for my brother is now subsided. My brother also would not felt the bias of my intention to build new house on my parent's old house plot.
This house will be mine. As my brother had his house just next to it, no bad feeling and the family is peaceful. This is the peace that I always wanted. When I said that I would want the house as mine, no objection from Big Bro and Mom. This is consider miracles that not always happen in our family. Usually my kind attention always create grudge between big bro and momma. Never had it easy agreement before. This time, it is pure blessing of doing things with pure intention and good will.
The actual plan was to build parent house in last year 2009, and prior to the actual construction I had make sure my brother's house is completed. So, momma and poppa can have good place while waiting for the parent house completed. Somehow, things didn't goes well as plan. It was because my momma often accuse of big bro digging over my financial supports. So we postpone the idea, but big bro house was completed by then.
God always have His way to show the best decision in this life. With big bro have his owned place and now I can have my own. Momma has no objection for the new house becomes mine because she knows that somehow, there will be not objections from anybody. She seems happy about it. Well it is about time that I have my own.
I have harboured this hope for many years and now it come true. With previous year action, new fruits can be harvest this year.
To tales more of previous year’s hard works, I never really know when the table will be my side. I have been putting efforts, many efforts to change family mind sets. Among of the major decision and the most effective effort was purchase the Native land. That land was my first asset after almost a decade works my butt out. The same time that was my last resort to educate the family that I am going to give up hope if they not willing to obey the goodness in life. That action was blessing in disguise. They finally understand that I need to move on and will not always be there if they are unwilling to keep the peace in this family. Part of today discussion, I came to understand that, the land area was understated because of negligent information of greedy neighbouring land owner.
The lie today reveals itself when other neighbouring land owner understood that I was cheated. Therefore, they advise to claim the entire land including the other half. With this additional land area, I consider it as the blessing of dealing honest trade with my previous land owner. With this additional bonus, I agreed to momma's suggestion to give the additional area for big bro. I agreed, and big bro is even happier. I agreed to it is not simply because of generous heart, but it is far beyond that. It is to ensure both of them, momma and big bro will work towards resolving their grudge for each other. I have faith for this hunch.
I believe with all my heart that once the new house completed, it is just the beginning for the better and happier years ahead. Thank God for all this goodness in my life.
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