It has been sometimes I have not feel so well treated by anyone. It is has been a while that I couldn't remember when was the last time I felt so special the way I feel yesterday.
A very new friend that I know for less than 5 hours, name Malik. Such wonderful, such a decent, educated and well manner young man.
We started our conversation about doing homework. Then it went on and on. We decided to meet each other.
From the first impression, this maybe act of desperation, but it wasn't. I called it destiny.
I'm glad to know him, and I will never forget the day as it is also marked as 9/11.
Malik will travel to UK on Tuesday 14/9/2010... I will definitely miss him.
p/s: I guess it is inappropriate for me to add his photo here... let it be in just my mind...
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Monday, September 6, 2010
Live Jasmine
http://creatives.livejasmin.com/freechat/x/xt/xtube/gay/index.php?performerid=reallyhuge
Nice personality, sweet charming and sexy. Very good temperament, treat people well. Enjoying just looking at his smiley face, feel serenity. Guessing how great a guy can be by just looking at his far.
http://creatives.livejasmin.com/freechat/x/xt/xtube/gay/index.php?performerid=HornyJerry
Is a hot sensation, not much of attraction. Just like the way he bring himself and really casual look. Somehow, "rellyhuge" is unbeatable... Hornyjerry is still the second or perhaps way under rank.
http://creatives.livejasmin.com/freechat/x/xt/xtube/gay/index.php?performerid=youngSOCCER
as for this guy, he just have his nice sexy looks and great body. Didn't find great quality, just ordinary hot guys around the globe. Yeah still I prefer the real entertainer like "Reallyhuge" the #1.
Nice personality, sweet charming and sexy. Very good temperament, treat people well. Enjoying just looking at his smiley face, feel serenity. Guessing how great a guy can be by just looking at his far.
http://creatives.livejasmin.com/freechat/x/xt/xtube/gay/index.php?performerid=HornyJerry
Is a hot sensation, not much of attraction. Just like the way he bring himself and really casual look. Somehow, "rellyhuge" is unbeatable... Hornyjerry is still the second or perhaps way under rank.
http://creatives.livejasmin.com/freechat/x/xt/xtube/gay/index.php?performerid=youngSOCCER
as for this guy, he just have his nice sexy looks and great body. Didn't find great quality, just ordinary hot guys around the globe. Yeah still I prefer the real entertainer like "Reallyhuge" the #1.
Sunday, September 5, 2010
What next?
This life is full of surprise. Sometimes it is unpleasant to wait for all the surprise to come on our way. No choice, but life must go on.
I'm pretty well prepared this time round. Whatever comes, I must stand still and face it to the end. It is biggest challenge so far. To stay put and wait for unknown. This is bigger than any responsibilities I have before. Whether it is positive or negative, I will have to stand still. Sets my foundation strong. There might be storm coming on the way, or there maybe a bright shining star lighting the way.
I have been waiting for the right moment almost the 3rd month now. What to loose, perhaps it is just another life experiences that is new for me. Nothing comes easy if we never know how to deal with our 1st failure. The best thing is not to fail, but that doesn't give us best lesson in life.
I have gone through so many obstacles in life, yet it is not enough. The more it come, the better person I becoming. More it challenge, more exciting experiences to tell. Sometimes it almost break me, but I am not broken, yet it make me stronger and wiser every time. To wish for the hardest moment, I will not do, but if it come then I have to face it.... sound scary enough but that is life. never run away from problem because it will just make us live in denial. But some people, they do prefer to deny rather than face reality. I can't understand them. But that is their choice to make.
To talk about what is next in life, I probably lacking of experience to tell. But for those who willing to share some knowledge, you are most welcome to debate it. Whether I will listen or counter with argument is another question. It is plain and simple, if I found it is solid points then there shall no argument and otherwise. I am open for any advice or direction. As an elder ever told me, always listen to others proposal and evaluate it. You will get a better solution if you may find way to implement those combination ideas.
Just two days ago, an ex-best friend (at least that is what I thought of him now), request friend approval in my facebook (previously removed me from his list). I keep on wonder what is he doing? But I knew it all along, he is up to something. There is one thing that come up in my mind, that he want to show off something to me. I took quite few hours to think of either to accept or refuse. Finally I accepted because I am ready to put aside my pride and at least trying to save what is left for our friendship. Once I able to view his status, it is obviously I am right. He proudly shout in his facebook status about something that he is expecting very soon.. but I am not quite sure of what it is. Well, in my mind, it is none of my concern anymore. I still feel the anger and heat burning inside of me. I realised that I am still angry of being treated as a 2nd class choice of friend while I treated him as my first class friend. Whatever he is up to, I shall not be affected. I had it enough already. I am not a hypocrite and I shall not be hypocrite simply because he can't accept his wrong and prefer to push blame on others. Well sounds like I do the same. Perhaps I should not say so much, otherwise I will be just the same. Therefore, the conclusion is "see and do nothing", react no more to his games.
What is next in life is always surprising, but sometimes experiences do let us predict and understand how things work in this world. With knowledge of previous failure, we shall know how to avoid the next challenge or obstacle in front.
I'm pretty well prepared this time round. Whatever comes, I must stand still and face it to the end. It is biggest challenge so far. To stay put and wait for unknown. This is bigger than any responsibilities I have before. Whether it is positive or negative, I will have to stand still. Sets my foundation strong. There might be storm coming on the way, or there maybe a bright shining star lighting the way.
I have been waiting for the right moment almost the 3rd month now. What to loose, perhaps it is just another life experiences that is new for me. Nothing comes easy if we never know how to deal with our 1st failure. The best thing is not to fail, but that doesn't give us best lesson in life.
I have gone through so many obstacles in life, yet it is not enough. The more it come, the better person I becoming. More it challenge, more exciting experiences to tell. Sometimes it almost break me, but I am not broken, yet it make me stronger and wiser every time. To wish for the hardest moment, I will not do, but if it come then I have to face it.... sound scary enough but that is life. never run away from problem because it will just make us live in denial. But some people, they do prefer to deny rather than face reality. I can't understand them. But that is their choice to make.
To talk about what is next in life, I probably lacking of experience to tell. But for those who willing to share some knowledge, you are most welcome to debate it. Whether I will listen or counter with argument is another question. It is plain and simple, if I found it is solid points then there shall no argument and otherwise. I am open for any advice or direction. As an elder ever told me, always listen to others proposal and evaluate it. You will get a better solution if you may find way to implement those combination ideas.
Just two days ago, an ex-best friend (at least that is what I thought of him now), request friend approval in my facebook (previously removed me from his list). I keep on wonder what is he doing? But I knew it all along, he is up to something. There is one thing that come up in my mind, that he want to show off something to me. I took quite few hours to think of either to accept or refuse. Finally I accepted because I am ready to put aside my pride and at least trying to save what is left for our friendship. Once I able to view his status, it is obviously I am right. He proudly shout in his facebook status about something that he is expecting very soon.. but I am not quite sure of what it is. Well, in my mind, it is none of my concern anymore. I still feel the anger and heat burning inside of me. I realised that I am still angry of being treated as a 2nd class choice of friend while I treated him as my first class friend. Whatever he is up to, I shall not be affected. I had it enough already. I am not a hypocrite and I shall not be hypocrite simply because he can't accept his wrong and prefer to push blame on others. Well sounds like I do the same. Perhaps I should not say so much, otherwise I will be just the same. Therefore, the conclusion is "see and do nothing", react no more to his games.
What is next in life is always surprising, but sometimes experiences do let us predict and understand how things work in this world. With knowledge of previous failure, we shall know how to avoid the next challenge or obstacle in front.
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Dave: Long Lost Friend (D.T)
A great day start with a great chat with long lost friend, Dave...... I miss you so much...
The last time we chat was in 2007. His mother was just passed away back then. Just in few months later, his father followed. Dave is a strong and fun boy.
I regretted the day I spoils the whole thing between Dave and me. I became crazy and thing changed forever. But now I realised it was all my fault. I couldn't forgive myself for what is done in the past. But Dave said, its OK. I didn't hurt him. He is doing OK and cheerful as he used to. At the moment he said that, I wish I can just lean over the cyber space and kiss him. So much I would want to hug him.
Even though we never meet in person, but we are close. Dave was my first real cyber friend. He still remember all of our memories up to today. That make we are even real. It is like :fairytale: song by Alexander Rybak. What happened back then was real. Now that I found him again, I will make it up and correct my mistake in the previous years. The lesson that I learned give me strength today. I understood better and appreciate every moment because life is too short. Dave is the person who know it best, he lost both parent at such young age of 21 years old. He is now 24 years old. He still have his brother Larry and a dog living with him. Being the eldest, he is such a wonderful and loving brother. He have to take care of the house, his brother and himself. I really admire his courage.
Today, we had a great chat. After a very long years being silent, Dave finally answer to my message in MSN. We had our chat just the way we used to have in previous years. Dave have not change a single bit. He even grew wiser and even more sensible than ever. That is the quality that I like in him. The beauty that hard to find elsewhere, a precious gem.....one in a million mans.
Dave is a talented musician, sing very well, at the same time he work in Disney and finishing his grad study in Boston Music School. He used to send me his song and music in those days. His song will be my bedtime story every-night when I was working in Maldives. My friends couldn't believe it is his. But I know Dave will always be successful and he will find his dream one day. Pray the best for Dave, may God bless with all the luck in this world for him to go through this challenging moment. In such young age, Dave showed more integrity than any others. It is rare to find, I'm lucky to know such great person in this world.
I am very happy today, so happy that I couldn't stop thinking how much I miss Dave. So glad I found my long lost friend Dave, I love you Dave.
The last time we chat was in 2007. His mother was just passed away back then. Just in few months later, his father followed. Dave is a strong and fun boy.
I regretted the day I spoils the whole thing between Dave and me. I became crazy and thing changed forever. But now I realised it was all my fault. I couldn't forgive myself for what is done in the past. But Dave said, its OK. I didn't hurt him. He is doing OK and cheerful as he used to. At the moment he said that, I wish I can just lean over the cyber space and kiss him. So much I would want to hug him.
Even though we never meet in person, but we are close. Dave was my first real cyber friend. He still remember all of our memories up to today. That make we are even real. It is like :fairytale: song by Alexander Rybak. What happened back then was real. Now that I found him again, I will make it up and correct my mistake in the previous years. The lesson that I learned give me strength today. I understood better and appreciate every moment because life is too short. Dave is the person who know it best, he lost both parent at such young age of 21 years old. He is now 24 years old. He still have his brother Larry and a dog living with him. Being the eldest, he is such a wonderful and loving brother. He have to take care of the house, his brother and himself. I really admire his courage.
Today, we had a great chat. After a very long years being silent, Dave finally answer to my message in MSN. We had our chat just the way we used to have in previous years. Dave have not change a single bit. He even grew wiser and even more sensible than ever. That is the quality that I like in him. The beauty that hard to find elsewhere, a precious gem.....one in a million mans.
Dave is a talented musician, sing very well, at the same time he work in Disney and finishing his grad study in Boston Music School. He used to send me his song and music in those days. His song will be my bedtime story every-night when I was working in Maldives. My friends couldn't believe it is his. But I know Dave will always be successful and he will find his dream one day. Pray the best for Dave, may God bless with all the luck in this world for him to go through this challenging moment. In such young age, Dave showed more integrity than any others. It is rare to find, I'm lucky to know such great person in this world.
I am very happy today, so happy that I couldn't stop thinking how much I miss Dave. So glad I found my long lost friend Dave, I love you Dave.
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
After long way of going around
It has been a very boring month, didn't write in here because there is nothing to tell much about.
The usual activity is going out for shisha and then come back at 4am in the morning. I wish there will be more to do instead of waiting and waiting. It just like sitting around without purpose but get paid is so lousy feeling.
But for once in Libya history, Tripoli become more exciting than ever. They open up a new park along the corniche. It will be the new hang out place. Hopefully fun, hopefully life is more bearable. It should be better than now...
As life get so boring, I had nothing much to tell. But to leave this blog empty for bit longer will make it awkward. So I have to write something even though it is boring to read. Just pardon me for this journal ok.
Perhaps I should write again when thing are getting more interesting than now.
P/S: I felt more patriotic today compared to yesterday. Today is actually Libya Revolution Day. Yesterday was Malaysia Independent Day. Hopefully one day we Malaysian will celebrate our Revolution day and Independent day. We definitely need it.
Ok enough of talking about political issue. The topic will make me mumble nonstop even though it is voids.
Got to go now. See you all (who ever read this blog) next time.
The usual activity is going out for shisha and then come back at 4am in the morning. I wish there will be more to do instead of waiting and waiting. It just like sitting around without purpose but get paid is so lousy feeling.
But for once in Libya history, Tripoli become more exciting than ever. They open up a new park along the corniche. It will be the new hang out place. Hopefully fun, hopefully life is more bearable. It should be better than now...
As life get so boring, I had nothing much to tell. But to leave this blog empty for bit longer will make it awkward. So I have to write something even though it is boring to read. Just pardon me for this journal ok.
Perhaps I should write again when thing are getting more interesting than now.
P/S: I felt more patriotic today compared to yesterday. Today is actually Libya Revolution Day. Yesterday was Malaysia Independent Day. Hopefully one day we Malaysian will celebrate our Revolution day and Independent day. We definitely need it.
Ok enough of talking about political issue. The topic will make me mumble nonstop even though it is voids.
Got to go now. See you all (who ever read this blog) next time.
Friday, August 27, 2010
Change After Tsunami (Malaysia Politic)
Selepas Tsunami (After the Tsunami) from Pusat KOMAS on Vimeo.
The video above exposing Barisan National lies and depriving of all Malaysian rightful public fund and democracy rights.
An excellent documentary about Malaysia. Everybody should know how Malaysia has operate since the last 52 years of independent.
We Malaysian, now need a better future. In order to have that, we must have reformed government. No more stealing from us, no more discrimination of our rights.
May God bless us Malaysia. There will be change!!!!!
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